mardi gras, what what.

it’s tuesday.

yesterday was mock race (which took far too long, but OK).

spring break is less than a week away.

I.  CAN’T.  FOCUS.  IN.  MY.  CLASSES.

as is normal, a pre-break todolist.  which sort of reminds me of the time that b.wilder made her vacationmeter, which got more colorful as vacation time approached.  ...  mine is not nearly as cool.

todolistforjessica:

• wjr semester schedule
• chinese workbook, dialogue 1
• voice board
• lectura de español
• data blitz research/write up
• chinese midterm skit
• test? maybe? for neuroling? just kidding, no test.
• chinese workbook, dialogue 2
• cualquier trabajo para español que tengo

luckily, i’ll have self-defense for women on thursday, and it’s a physical class.  i’ll get to hit things. :)

bleak day.

So, almost a month since my last post, I am still not done with the project.

This makes me sad. I'm sorta frustrated with the entire thing. It's okay though. Everything is finished, I just don't have it. Tomorrow is his birthday, and I should be able to present it to him then. Apparently, the desired effect is one of "scandalized horror." I just want this to be done.

...

I've been working on my study abroad applications. I want to have them mostly done by Friday, so that I can quit worrying about them, which means I'll have to get my passport, and quick.

I also have to decide what I’m going to do with my summer.  I can’t exactly do nothing all summer.   I’ll need to work so that I can pay for the trips.

I just don’t know what I want to do.

:::

I’ve been really busy.  And I think I’m lost.

 

but the weather is nice, and the retreat was good.

 

j.cruz