bleak day.

So, almost a month since my last post, I am still not done with the project.

This makes me sad. I'm sorta frustrated with the entire thing. It's okay though. Everything is finished, I just don't have it. Tomorrow is his birthday, and I should be able to present it to him then. Apparently, the desired effect is one of "scandalized horror." I just want this to be done.

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I've been working on my study abroad applications. I want to have them mostly done by Friday, so that I can quit worrying about them, which means I'll have to get my passport, and quick.

I also have to decide what I’m going to do with my summer.  I can’t exactly do nothing all summer.   I’ll need to work so that I can pay for the trips.

I just don’t know what I want to do.

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I’ve been really busy.  And I think I’m lost.

 

but the weather is nice, and the retreat was good.

 

j.cruz