an IM from a friend

simply stated, "you are amazing.  that is all."  And you know, I feel better.  I've been pretty down lately, yes.  I am only beginning to realize the magnitude of the icebergs under my water.  I think I can handle some of the work myself, but more and more I notice that I need small things, a voicemail from my family, an IM from a friend, little yellow flowers, to really get through other parts of it. 

Yeah, I have my friends, and, believe me, I know they help when they can, when they know I need it.  Now, I'm not depreciating the value of their friendship (because I couldn't live without them), but they can't fix my problems for me.  I have to see the solution, I have to want to get to it, I need to help myself. 

Just a thought.

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I have an Orgo test tonight.  Exciting stuff, no?  I was really disappointed to find out that Keith's recital is in the middle of the test; I totally would've gone.  Some things just don't work out I guess. 

I heard he's going to Germany next year. :)  I'm sorta jealous, not gonna lie.  I think I want to go to Brazil.  Or Africa.  I feel like most people go to some place in Europe, which is totally cool and all, but just this side of overused?  Probably not.  Plenty of people want to visit Brazil, right?  It even has a song about it! 

:::

The Odd Couple is finished.  A work in progress since January is finally done!  It was a great run, and I really did enjoy it. Granted, it was a month-long extension of play-related stress, but it was worth it, I think, and I feel that we had a great group of people to work with.  idk, for the people, I don't want it to end.  I suppose that's how friends are made.  Keeping them is a completely different civilization. ;)

And I do hope I keep the friendships.  Some will, somewhat inevitably, decline rapidly; others might last forever.  I won't know until forever comes (which, theologically, could happen at any moment), but I do know I shouldn't dwell on such thoughts. :)

 

Cada vez que te busca te vas, cada vez que te llamas no estas...

Es por eso que debo decir que tu solo en mis fotos estas...

-j.cruz